That is how I've felt toward blogging lately. I'll try to snap out of it, but no promises. So my semester started last week and I've been going nonstop ever since. For some reason my school always schedules "mandatory" meetings all at once and it drives me bezerk!
In addition, my classmates have been eager to discuss grades and figure out where everyone lies on the class curve. While I haven't used my line I have politely refrained from discussing my grades. In addition to grades, it has been interesting to observe who is no longer talking to some and who is now sitting next to others. I fall into the former category as I have chosen to distance myself from someone who I was "close" to last semester and it has been awkward. She's a lovely person but I realized that she does nothing for me. Nothing as in not helping me understand concepts, responding to my questions, helping me fill in my notes, etc. I'm sure that may sound selfish but why should I continue to work on a friendship that does nothing for me? I still sit near her, just not next to her. Again, things are awkward so far...and I'm tired...eh, does it get any better?
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- Anonymous said...
January 27, 2009 at 7:13 AMwe had lots of shifts in loyalty too. it's really interesting to see which little cliques are still together and which aren't. i've definitely moved around some. trying to lessen time spent with people who do nothing but stress me out...i can do that myself! :)- Laughing said...
January 27, 2009 at 9:06 PMBoo, I'm sorry. From my end, 2nd semester does seem to be more immediately drama-filled and correspondingly stressful. Ugh, perhaps this is just the way it is?- Anonymous said...
February 1, 2009 at 7:32 AMIs she not pleasant to be around or something? Sometimes the stress relief is worth it?
