I am starting to...

think "what the eff am I doing?"

Seriously.

I have one week left before I move to a place where I know no one. And it scares me to death.

I don't know why I'm so nervous. It's not like I haven't done this before. And at least English is the predominant language so I should feel lucky. At least I won't have to use post-it notes to communicate.

So yesterday I was driving around town thinking about my decision to go to law school. It's not that I have doubts about my decision. It's more that I'm unable to solve for the unknown. But suddenly I looked up and to my surprise the license plate on the car in front me had my school's abbreviation-LAW. It was there, plain in sight and I followed the car awhile thinking I should ask the driver about the school. So yeah, I was minor-stalking. But it was for a good reason! It's not everyday that you see a license plate like this so far from your actual school! But there were four people in the car and I didn't want to look like a complete tool so I stopped.

So, either the universe is telling me I'm okay or I'm starting to lose it by "reading" the universe.

What's next? Tea leaves?

5 Comments:

  1. laurafern said...
    OMG I'm glad I'm normal. I'm starting to freak out a bit too. Like, holy crap - so much debt, what if I do terribly and ruin my financial future? What if we (husband and I) have trouble with being apart half the week? What if what if what if ASWTGAVSFAW?!

    So, it's normal, I think. I will be looking for signs from the universe too.
    no634 said...
    Haha. Better to lose it sooner than later?
    shell said...
    It is normal to have anxieties about law school, especially if you have not been in school for a while. Just keep up with the assigned reading, get to know different people (students, professors, staff), and make time for your non-law friends and family (these are the people who will keep you sane when everyone else in law school is flipping out).

    Very best of luck in law school.
    Kel said...
    Thanks Shell!
    Fox said...
    FYI - its investigating not stalking...and you're all absolutely justified in the freak out - so enjoy the last few weeks!

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